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Parallel
05:20
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You—you've been to Harlem, you've been to Dover,
lived in Amsterdam, been stolen and survived
You have served many, been trodden down
but no bitterness do you carry
You have traveled the wrong road, carried a heavy load
and your wisdom is unfathomable
and I'm just a train, I run on the same track that I ran on yesterday
I'm just a train, I'm just a train
You can be so pointed but never piercing
Straightforward but never unrestrained
I've seen your brilliance—never blinding
Still I could not approach you then
But in the letter you wrote me once, you said so little—
So little in your English handwriting
I'm not accusing, but sometimes I feel like nothing ever really happened in my
life… I'm just a train I run on the same track that I ran on yesterday
I'm just a train, running on a parallel and I'm running on again
I'm just a train
You were not born like I was; not of a nation
You came from somewhere unpredictable
And me, I was hungry and I was thirsty
So I traveled with you someway
Just a mouthful you gave me one time, I fell asleep – damn
And woke up drowning on the shore
Now I'm here in the station waiting for the track to clear
I'm just a train running on a parallel, I'm running on again
I'm just a train
Everybody's busy, bright and contented
I am alone, just mechanical and melancholy
I run alongside you forever bonded in division
Meeting only in the blue horizon line
Only in the blue horizon line, meeting only in the blue horizon
I'm here in the station waiting for the track to clear
I'm just a train, running on the same track I ran on yesterday
I'm just a train running on a parallel, running on again
I'm just a train, nothing ever happens now I'm running on again
I'm just a train
Everybody's busy, bright and contented, I'm alone, mechanical and melancholy…
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Insomnia
03:49
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Sleep avoids me
Like the waves avoid a stranded fish upon the beach
Like I avoid you
Insomnia is preferable to dreaming of Lorelei
Now you tell me
All your cherished plans are taking shape upon some foreign beach
And so I say
Prove to me your friendship can be stronger than your ordinary love
You couldn’t find the words for ordinary love
Faded and profane, this ordinary love
Tristan and Iseult
Romance and illusion—all the agonies of history
Oh, you are no queen
And this is not some kind of pact—we were never suicides
You couldn’t find the words—couldn’t find the words
Things you nearly said hanging in the air… still
You warned me—yes I know
Saying ‘I am selfish, don’t come near me I will make you suffer’
36 hours
Counting down the minutes while I’m writing these things for your entertainment
But what do I get now? What do I get now?
Things you left behind—the living and the dead… forgotten now
Sleep creeps away
Just like the waves avoid that stranded fish upon the beach
But don't count me out
The water’s not receding—I just learned to breathe another way, but you
Never found the words—for ordinary love
Well, that’s okay with me— I think that’s okay with me, now…
…I'm still dreaming of Lorelei
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Inevitable
03:33
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we are living in the years when fear is the philosophy
tiny, scared and stupid too, you sell your story to the news
he would, she would, we would, they would kick it over, start again
and it's happened once, and once again they steal the flame and sell it back
to you before you have a chance to set a match to all that tinder
waiting to explode into a million flaming voices saying:
I don't want this any more I thought we could cooperate
but please don't advertise my life as if it's something I could buy, like
winners, losers, movers, shakers - pathological polarity
it's ethics for beginners, simplified to serve a cause, but there's
no-one left to fight today except the mercenaries hired
for the job then thrown away; what rises up and shakes a fist
is met by dull, expensive force and excellent technology
that should be serving millions not just those who have the influence
to buy their way above the dangers of a floating world, where the
water seeks it's level, and it's level is above our heads
can you swim? I hope so, I learned yesterday; relax and drift away...
don't you worry now, because we'll do this anyway, we are
inevitable as the river - find a level, flow into it
no-one tells you you don't have to do what you don't want to do
maybe sometimes, but then only if it wasn't sold or forced on you
if you ever get to this point just say 'everything is meaningless' and the
real thing is the real thing, no - it really is this time because it's
you and me and he and she - the dwellers on the threshold have all
come to term and all we have to do is to step over...
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Patience
02:35
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It was a rubbish photo anyway you took it in the front garden
I looked like a lecturer and hid it from the children
It was your favourite but it never looked like me
Or perhaps it really did and that was what was so annoying
I admit that I have done these things and I can't undo them
And admit I know a lot less than I thought I would discover
Is there any chance of making this into something better
I don't think so, and I just don't have the patience for it
It was a snowy day I drove to work the roads were like a skid pan
took a shovel in the car and drove the back roads through the country
that's a two-hour journey and when I arrived my colleagues told me
"you're a bit late, aren't you?" (I said) "well I'm here and that's..."
I admit...
If there's a moral to this story well, I'm sure that I don't know it
Have another cup of tea and sit yourself upon the sofa
We have come so far and overcome so many situations
you've an episode or two behind you and I am no hero
I admit...
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Silence
03:59
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You go where others fear to tread—you see green where they see red
You give your warmth like snow on ground—the cool white blanket's silent sound
Giving things you never had, oh Megan tell me what you’re thinking
When time alone is hard to find, you run off and go to ground
‘til the urgency subsides and you come down
Come down and start believing that it’s normal
You want to make the damage whole and you don't feel the vertigo (like they do)
You're a bit like me, you say—which part I'd like to know one day
You hold a banner to the sun, I shelter in the mainstream's shade
And long for better times than this, disregarding happiness
‘til the urgency subsides and you come down
Come down and start behaving like it’s nothing
You got away from their demands, and for awhile there was a hole
Until you walked along the sand, the prehistoric soul of all
Built a fire in the dunes—no-one else for miles around
Oh Megan, do I understand that you’re glad it happened?
And your hunger disappeared and you came down
In the dark time of the cycle of the year
The only certainty is change—this would have happened anyway
You're a bit like me, you say—which part I'd like to know one day
Which part I'd like to know one day
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Vision
03:36
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Oh I had a vision of the things to come
—I had a vision of the morning
There was nobody in need and there was nothing left undone
—I had a vision of the morning
No righteous and no wicked, no sacred or profane
—I had a vision of the morning
There was no flood to punish, and no rainbow after
—I had a vision of the morning
And fire served to warm, cast no shadow, left no ashes
—I had a vision of the morning
Oh, I had a vision of the morning, I had a vision of the morning
And I had a vision of the Western wind
—I had a vision of the wind
And I had a vision of the North, East and South
—I had a vision of the wind
And the East wind blew stupidity from the halls of power
—I had a vision of the wind
And everything was visible, no hidden hands to pull the strings
—I had a vision of the wind
And the North wind carried fire and ice—the halls all fell crumbling
—I had a vision of the wind
When the West wind said ‘I follow none’ the square was filled with celebration
—I had a vision of the wind
And by the time the South wind blew, not one soul was left wanting
—I had a vision of the wind
Oh, I had a vision of the wind, I had a vision of the wind
I had a vision where the circle was unbroken
—the seasons they change while the circle still remains
No followers or leaders, no winners and no losers
—the seasons they change while the circle still remains
And no–one was forcing the hand of any other
—the seasons they change while the circle still remains
And greed was just a memory and hunger was forgotten
—the seasons they change while the circle still remains
And no one creature born was made to suffer for another
—the seasons they change while the circle still remains
There was nothing held up high and yet nothing was pushed down
—the seasons they change while the circle still remains
And the secrets of the veil were no longer kept hidden
—the seasons they change while the circle still remains
Yes, where the circle is unbroken, you know where the circle is unbroken
Oh I had a vision of the things to come
—I had a vision of the wind
I had a vision of the morning, I had a vision of the morning
Oh I had a vision of the things to come
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You say that as a child you used to play in the Calamari Park
but I know that it was only built two or three years ago
You say you know me well, that you saw me coming
you read me like a magazine - a competition questionnaire
Your life is stranger than the things that grow in mountain caves
And this is all a big surprise but nothing comes here ready-made
You tell me that we both belong in another world
and the thing that moved you most was watching a migrating herd of buffalo
Which one of us came first? It's impossible to know
sometimes it seems we're only five and other times it's like we're 64
Your life is stranger than the things that grow in mountain caves
And this is all a big surprise but nothing comes here ready-made
I never understand - we never follow any rules
but something lives in Senegal that tells me that we never, ever should
There are dogs that wander in the street that no-one seems to own
I always felt like one of those except I'm not alone now
Your life is stranger than the things that grow in mountain caves
And this is all a big surprise but nothing comes here ready-made
You tell me 'as a child I used to play in the Calamari Park'
but it couldn't be so - it just couldn't be so
Yellow banners waving in the sun; the river's in the shade
and the mist grows cold as we watch the parade go by
Your life is stranger than the things that grow in mountain caves
And this is all a big surprise but nothing comes here ready-made
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DaveEveritt Melton Mowbray, UK
I've been in Leicestershire's Horse Thieves, Rain Garden and The Storm Thieves. Then, for 23 years to 2019 in Derbyshire's LoscoeStateOpera.org. All available elsewhere. Here are solo songs and instrumentals, rough home recordings, and studio recordings. ... more
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